PD

Hillsong - Lord of Lords

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Right after Youth Camp, my parents drove to Lutheran Center where we stayed during camp. And picked us up and continue our journey to Palm Spring for my family vacation. Isn't that exciting? =/

Our apartment was pretty freaky as the area was so abandoned. We all came back sick after the trip, except for me of course. Cheh..xD thank God it was only for a night.   

Youth Camp

voice of a saviour

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Youth Camp was on the 8 of December, what a late late post. Anyway, didn't take much pictures as i was too carried away by my Awesome family in Christ and the beach. Didn't even bother to take my camera and have the effort to take any pictures. But here's a few. Enjoy. =)

Merry Christmas 2010!

Worthy Is The Lamb

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What is the most important in life?

Awesome God!

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Hello! I'm back from PD with a bengkak phone battery. D': More on that later. Missing Youth Camp tho..=/

 

Ne-Yo - One In A Million

i cant believe today is the first time i've heard this song!

is so awesome! ♥♥♥

 

 Thank you Xin Ying! ♥♥♥

Blessed with the sweetest 16 Birthday ever ♥

When We Say (Juicebox) - AJ Rafael
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''Slept like a big fat cat last night''

O gosh..Youth Camp is tomorrow! Cant wait to see all my Dearies, miss them a ton! This year, we're heading to PD. So better start packing for bikinis and bottles of sunblock!

After an hour plus of journey back to KL. I got off the car and saw my dad already nervously standing by the side under the shades. I got on his car and was on the road again back home. I could tell by how much my dad was worried through his voice of concern. But later on, it felt more like a job interview as he poured out countless questions. He was pretty confused by the fact that i was suddenly feeling fine. And i told him that my friends prayed for me, hoping he'll get what i really meant. There was an awkward silent as i cross my fingers. Then he continue and said, it must be God and let out a smile as a sign of relief. I was so surprised and happy that he understands! Oh, how much i felt like sharing the gospel with him right at that moment. 

Gosh..I hate myself for not doing it then.

When i reached home, the gate was already opened. Was so gald to see my Godfather as he walked out of the front door and toward me. He asked ''you sick ah?'' then gave me a big warm and welcoming hug. I let out a big smile and told him that i was already feeling so much better, and followed him into the house. Some of my little cousins was already shouting ''Happy Birthday'' when i walked in. I then when over to my grandma and gave her a big hug as she was pretty worried. My mum was so surprise to see me standing by myself and giving everyone big smiles like nothing had happened. I told her what happened and she let out a smile as a sign of relief like dad. I then saw my little sister, she seem slightly taller after i came back. And for the first time she told me that she missed me. Aww..so adorable when she got so shy after that. 

My brother then came up to me and said, ''Oi, go behind to the garden''. I asked him why but he just walks away and repeat his sentence. As i walked myself towards the tiny garden, i then heard a familiar laughter. And there they are! Daniel, Jo Ee, Kai Boon and Kah Meng hiding at a corner. I was so happy to see them! I didn't expect to see them that night as i told them the day before that i was sick so the party was canceled. AHHH..I Love You Guys! ♥♥♥       

As i watched the nicely done BBQ drumsticks pass by in front of my face one after another. I was so tempted to take a bite of it. But nar..no one would let me go near it. Ah well..Love you guys! ♥♥♥

After having two piece of Kaya bread for dinner. My buddies and i went up to my room and had a little chat. Some of them was on the bed with me and some were sitting on the floor. It was so nice just sitting around and talking to those few awesome people. Cozy is the word. One by one my cousin and friends came into my room to show their appearance and some even got me presents! Their all so lovely! Thank you! ♥♥♥

The rest of the night went pretty well, although i spend most of it in bed.     

See this two pairs of pretty earrings? I got these for my birthday from a childhood friend. Their so adorable right? Oh..I'm so happy! Thank you so much Xin Ying! And i love the other 13 different camera/clock accessories you bought for me! I just cant wait to wear them all! Thank you so so so much! ♥♥♥

It must have not been easy looking for all these accessories online. And you even shipped some over to Malaysia! I'm so touched and happy that i have such a thoughtful friend like you! I'm so blessed having our dad as best friends so i could met you and known you since i was young. And i'm so glad that we're still friends even if we only got to see each other during our group gathering for dinner each year. Will promise to keep in touch! Much appreciate and love from me dear! ♥♥♥  =)

Nscfl 2010 (Blessed) 3 ♥

Demi Lovato - Don't Forget - Official Video (HQ)
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 Nothing could felt better thn staying home on a Friday night or a lovely Sunday morning. Akunamatata YO!

I love days like these, sunny yet windy. Well, usually people would be up early to get ready for church, but not for me. You see i came from a non-christian family. So it was never easy for me to go to church whenever i wanted to. And no, is not that i have transportation problem. I think you know what i meant by now. Sad but that's just what i'm used to. So instead of worshiping in church. I'll be in my bathroom, sounding like i'm having a concert in there with thousands and thousands of fans. Some times i couldn't help but wonder, do my neighbors ever hear me in there? Let's hope not..  

Let's recall where did i left off from my last post? =)

Oh yea! The surprise birthday song/present in my room during camp. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Love you guys! ♥ 

And guess what? That wasn't the end of it, i received a few text messages on the same night as well. THANK YOU SO MUCH! really really really do Appreciate it! ♥ =)

The next day morning, i was already feeling much better. So during breakfast, my group made me stand on the chair as they had something planned in mind. I was pretty shy and nervous. They tried to convince me, but in the end the un-spontaneous me didn't have the guts to do it. So they just went on with the song and more presents! My group got me a camp T-shirt i absolutely love! I've bought the same one the night before actually. But they sign on it so is different. I couldn't help but to wear it on my birthday celebration at home. More on that later. And and and also not forgetting a lovely and memorable birthday card. Thanks guy! ♥

ps. Btw, Saturday morning worship team was so Awesome! Great job people! =)

Well sadly, during lunch the temperature came back and i felt far more worst thn the night before! I couldn't even eat, my world is spinning. All i had was a few bits of white rice and hot water, and i meant hot. But i figure it was already the last day of camp, so decided to kept quiet about it and let it pass. I mean, i was already going home soon later in the afternoon. So why mentioned it. Never thought the more i tried to ignored the feeling of being sick, the higher the temperature starts to rise. 

Was definitely suffering with the temperature rising. Well, long story short. I sort of broke down after lunch. Fever shakes my emotion. Suddenly, my whole body starts to numb. It was so terrible, i couldn't even stand. Things got kinda ugly later on, my temperature gone up to 39. Highest temperature i've got in my life i guess. So thn again long story short, i was sent to the clinic. The numbing and fevery got me a little difficultly in breathing. My dad and mum got really shocked when one of the officers called to tell them about my situation. My dad even asked the officers to send me to the hospital. At least that was what the doctor suggested.   

Thn another amazing thing happened. ♥

After feeling like i was practically going to die in Seremban. I suddenly felt so much better after coming out of the clinic room. Out of no where like seriously! Temperature was dropping like sky diving and my world wasn't spinning so much. And and and the numbing was slowly going away. While in the car on my way back to KL. I looked out the window and stared at the sky. As it was raining for awhile thn came the sun. It was beautiful. I couldn't help but let out a smile, feeling God's presence. *exhale.. Seriously, How great is our God? ♥

Thank you so much to all the thoughtful prayers Dearies! I'm so blessed to have/met such wonderful friends like you guys! I really mean it! Aww..it feels like ''Thanks'' doesn't really seem to be enough. = /

Btw, THANK YOU SO MUCH to those 12 lovely people that followed me! It feels really good knowing that someone out there is reading me. *even if i've got tons of spelling mistakes or terrible English grammar..  

But just Thank you all so much! It really means so much to me! ♥ =) 

Nscfl 2010 (Blessed) 2

OTS: "(I've Got A Crush On A) YouTube Star" - Gabe Bondoc
all time favorite. ♥

If you are willing to sacrifice, even if you don't need it. He'll give it to you anyway.

I celebrated my Birthday in the most simplest way and yet it was so memorable and wonderful. I felt so touched and blessed that i have such Awesome friends and family members! This is definitely something i would not forget for eternity. It was indeed the sweetest 16 birthday anyone could ever imagine or have.

On the 27nov, it was all about loving and tons of surprises. Well, who knew i would fall sick on the actual day of my birthday. And who knew i would have the worst fever temperature i ever had in my life on the actual day of my birthday? But one thing for sure, it was so worth it. 

I've learned that things might not be what you see on the outside and even the obvious.(random)

It was Facebook Night on the last night of NSCFL. Was really looking forward to it because i know is going to be awesome and that feeling of the unexpected just thrills me. I was already falling sick during our dinner in the canteen. But i got through it pretty well. At least I'm still standing and smiling. Hope and prayed that i would feel better through out the rest of the night. But i guess things don't always go the way we wanted it to. Didn't matter at that moment as i figure there must be a reasonable reason for me to feel sick that night. And you bet there is. 

People were taking group and couple pictures as we are all dressed up in casual that night. All the girls looked so pretty with their dresses and guys were definitely working their tie and casual wear. Everyone were smiling as they take their pictures and some were doing faces or jumping into one. Typical yet funny. 

The officers were all working very hard that night to make full preparation. As they open the main door from the hall. We walked in with excitement. Wondering what they had planned for us and what was going to happen. Firstly, we were all handed with a big card board, designed like a facebook page. On the top left of the board you'll find a box to draw your own ''profile picture'' and a box to fill in your name and on the bottom right of the board is a place where your friends could write their name, symbolizing that you have added them to your friends list. And on the right side of the board there will be your wall, where your friends could write/comment on on whatever they wish to write. It was such a good way to bring everyone together, as people would go round asking whether would you want like to be friends or comment on their wall or even like their page by getting the ''Like'' sticker from the officers. 

After awhile, it was time for Facebook games. Each officers would be on their own station in the hall. Each at different corner of the place. It was so pack and happening as everyone was walking around wondering which to play first. There's ''Mafia War'', ''Farm Ville'' etc etc.. One of the station i found interesting is ''Pet Society'', the officers actually bought pillow for pillow fight. So cool right? There will be 4 people very round and make the best pillow fighter wins!

After the games, it was time for our performances. My group and Daniel's group were working together. The story line was..funny..But the important thing is that we really had fun planning and practicing. Hilarious. Should have recorded it! Owhwell..The other groups were funny and interesting as well.

O how i prayed in my mind that the night would end sooner as i got more and more sleepy and tired. But even if it does, after Facebook Night i was still suppose to stay back for worship practice for the following morning. But in the end Elizabeth and Wee Chung replaced me instead. So it was good news. As i dragged myself back to the room with Melodie. Was drop dead tired as i fell asleep right after i changed and cleaned up. I'm not sure how long i slept until Melodie woke me up again. Saying that some officers wanted to see whether i was doing ok with the cold. I sat myself up with my eyes still closed. Was so blur and dead until Yi Shien, Mel Yee, Suzen, Calvin, Christopher, Elizabeth, Nashi, Jocely, Irwin and Melodie(let me know if i didn't mentioned your name D': ) came in the room singing Happy Birthday. I was shocked definitely and so touched. I couldn't help myself so i sort of tears after the song. Unexpected definitely and happy. Aww..If you're reading this i wanna let you guys know that, I Love You Guys so so much! Really made me really happy!

I looked so horrible when they came in. Melodie : why didn't you at least let me change first? D:
Oh and did i mentioned that i was half blind during the whole thing? Took out my contact lens and wasn't wearing my glasses. What a bummer. But that's okay, you guys were really Awesome! *Lots of Lovesss..
Thn i got my present from Mel coming from lot more Awesome people from church. Love you Guys! Is so pretty i absolutely Love it!

Also, of course not forgetting bags of thanks to everyone who bought me present. ♥  
ps. not trying to be perasan but if next time you plan to get me present. I would LOVE a birthday card. No kidding. Lots of people might think is just a card but it would mean so much to me. really really. =)