PD


Right after Youth Camp, my parents drove to Lutheran Center where we stayed during camp. And picked us up and continue our journey to Palm Spring for my family vacation. Isn't that exciting? =/

Our apartment was pretty freaky as the area was so abandoned. We all came back sick after the trip, except for me of course. Cheh..xD thank God it was only for a night.   







Youth Camp

Youth Camp was on the 8 of December, what a late late post. Anyway, didn't take much pictures as i was too carried away by my Awesome family in Christ and the beach. Didn't even bother to take my camera and have the effort to take any pictures. But here's a few. Enjoy. =)












What is the most important in life?

Hello! I'm back from PD with a bengkak phone battery. D': More on that later. Missing Youth Camp tho..=/
 
i cant believe today is the first time i've heard this song!
is so awesome!



 
 Thank you Xin Ying!

Blessed with the sweetest 16 Birthday ever ♥

When We Say (Juicebox) - AJ Rafael

''Slept like a big fat cat last night''
O gosh..Youth Camp is tomorrow! Cant wait to see all my Dearies, miss them a ton! This year, we're heading to PD. So better start packing for bikinis and bottles of sunblock!


After an hour plus of journey back to KL. I got off the car and saw my dad already nervously standing by the side under the shades. I got on his car and was on the road again back home. I could tell by how much my dad was worried through his voice of concern. But later on, it felt more like a job interview as he poured out countless questions. He was pretty confused by the fact that i was suddenly feeling fine. And i told him that my friends prayed for me, hoping he'll get what i really meant. There was an awkward silent as i cross my fingers. Then he continue and said, it must be God and let out a smile as a sign of relief. I was so surprised and happy that he understands! Oh, how much i felt like sharing the gospel with him right at that moment. 

Gosh..I hate myself for not doing it then.

When i reached home, the gate was already opened. Was so gald to see my Godfather as he walked out of the front door and toward me. He asked ''you sick ah?'' then gave me a big warm and welcoming hug. I let out a big smile and told him that i was already feeling so much better, and followed him into the house. Some of my little cousins was already shouting ''Happy Birthday'' when i walked in. I then when over to my grandma and gave her a big hug as she was pretty worried. My mum was so surprise to see me standing by myself and giving everyone big smiles like nothing had happened. I told her what happened and she let out a smile as a sign of relief like dad. I then saw my little sister, she seem slightly taller after i came back. And for the first time she told me that she missed me. Aww..so adorable when she got so shy after that. 

My brother then came up to me and said, ''Oi, go behind to the garden''. I asked him why but he just walks away and repeat his sentence. As i walked myself towards the tiny garden, i then heard a familiar laughter. And there they are! Daniel, Jo Ee, Kai Boon and Kah Meng hiding at a corner. I was so happy to see them! I didn't expect to see them that night as i told them the day before that i was sick so the party was canceled. AHHH..I Love You Guys!        

As i watched the nicely done BBQ drumsticks pass by in front of my face one after another. I was so tempted to take a bite of it. But nar..no one would let me go near it. Ah well..Love you guys!

After having two piece of Kaya bread for dinner. My buddies and i went up to my room and had a little chat. Some of them was on the bed with me and some were sitting on the floor. It was so nice just sitting around and talking to those few awesome people. Cozy is the word. One by one my cousin and friends came into my room to show their appearance and some even got me presents! Their all so lovely! Thank you!

The rest of the night went pretty well, although i spend most of it in bed.     

See this two pairs of pretty earrings? I got these for my birthday from a childhood friend. Their so adorable right? Oh..I'm so happy! Thank you so much Xin Ying! And i love the other 13 different camera/clock accessories you bought for me! I just cant wait to wear them all! Thank you so so so much!

It must have not been easy looking for all these accessories online. And you even shipped some over to Malaysia! I'm so touched and happy that i have such a thoughtful friend like you! I'm so blessed having our dad as best friends so i could met you and known you since i was young. And i'm so glad that we're still friends even if we only got to see each other during our group gathering for dinner each year. Will promise to keep in touch! Much appreciate and love from me dear!   =)

Nscfl 2010 (Blessed) 3 ♥

Demi Lovato - Don't Forget - Official Video (HQ)

 Nothing could felt better thn staying home on a Friday night or a lovely Sunday morning. Akunamatata YO!

I love days like these, sunny yet windy. Well, usually people would be up early to get ready for church, but not for me. You see i came from a non-christian family. So it was never easy for me to go to church whenever i wanted to. And no, is not that i have transportation problem. I think you know what i meant by now. Sad but that's just what i'm used to. So instead of worshiping in church. I'll be in my bathroom, sounding like i'm having a concert in there with thousands and thousands of fans. Some times i couldn't help but wonder, do my neighbors ever hear me in there? Let's hope not..  

Let's recall where did i left off from my last post? =)

Oh yea! The surprise birthday song/present in my room during camp. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Love you guys! ♥ 
And guess what? That wasn't the end of it, i received a few text messages on the same night as well. THANK YOU SO MUCH! really really really do Appreciate it! =)

The next day morning, i was already feeling much better. So during breakfast, my group made me stand on the chair as they had something planned in mind. I was pretty shy and nervous. They tried to convince me, but in the end the un-spontaneous me didn't have the guts to do it. So they just went on with the song and more presents! My group got me a camp T-shirt i absolutely love! I've bought the same one the night before actually. But they sign on it so is different. I couldn't help but to wear it on my birthday celebration at home. More on that later. And and and also not forgetting a lovely and memorable birthday card. Thanks guy!

ps. Btw, Saturday morning worship team was so Awesome! Great job people! =)

Well sadly, during lunch the temperature came back and i felt far more worst thn the night before! I couldn't even eat, my world is spinning. All i had was a few bits of white rice and hot water, and i meant hot. But i figure it was already the last day of camp, so decided to kept quiet about it and let it pass. I mean, i was already going home soon later in the afternoon. So why mentioned it. Never thought the more i tried to ignored the feeling of being sick, the higher the temperature starts to rise. 

Was definitely suffering with the temperature rising. Well, long story short. I sort of broke down after lunch. Fever shakes my emotion. Suddenly, my whole body starts to numb. It was so terrible, i couldn't even stand. Things got kinda ugly later on, my temperature gone up to 39. Highest temperature i've got in my life i guess. So thn again long story short, i was sent to the clinic. The numbing and fevery got me a little difficultly in breathing. My dad and mum got really shocked when one of the officers called to tell them about my situation. My dad even asked the officers to send me to the hospital. At least that was what the doctor suggested.   

Thn another amazing thing happened.

After feeling like i was practically going to die in Seremban. I suddenly felt so much better after coming out of the clinic room. Out of no where like seriously! Temperature was dropping like sky diving and my world wasn't spinning so much. And and and the numbing was slowly going away. While in the car on my way back to KL. I looked out the window and stared at the sky. As it was raining for awhile thn came the sun. It was beautiful. I couldn't help but let out a smile, feeling God's presence. *exhale.. Seriously, How great is our God?

Thank you so much to all the thoughtful prayers Dearies! I'm so blessed to have/met such wonderful friends like you guys! I really mean it! Aww..it feels like ''Thanks'' doesn't really seem to be enough. = /


Btw, THANK YOU SO MUCH to those 12 lovely people that followed me! It feels really good knowing that someone out there is reading me. *even if i've got tons of spelling mistakes or terrible English grammar..  
But just Thank you all so much! It really means so much to me! =) 

Nscfl 2010 (Blessed) 2

OTS: "(I've Got A Crush On A) YouTube Star" - Gabe Bondoc
all time favorite.

If you are willing to sacrifice, even if you don't need it. He'll give it to you anyway.
I celebrated my Birthday in the most simplest way and yet it was so memorable and wonderful. I felt so touched and blessed that i have such Awesome friends and family members! This is definitely something i would not forget for eternity. It was indeed the sweetest 16 birthday anyone could ever imagine or have.

On the 27nov, it was all about loving and tons of surprises. Well, who knew i would fall sick on the actual day of my birthday. And who knew i would have the worst fever temperature i ever had in my life on the actual day of my birthday? But one thing for sure, it was so worth it. 

I've learned that things might not be what you see on the outside and even the obvious.(random)

It was Facebook Night on the last night of NSCFL. Was really looking forward to it because i know is going to be awesome and that feeling of the unexpected just thrills me. I was already falling sick during our dinner in the canteen. But i got through it pretty well. At least I'm still standing and smiling. Hope and prayed that i would feel better through out the rest of the night. But i guess things don't always go the way we wanted it to. Didn't matter at that moment as i figure there must be a reasonable reason for me to feel sick that night. And you bet there is. 

People were taking group and couple pictures as we are all dressed up in casual that night. All the girls looked so pretty with their dresses and guys were definitely working their tie and casual wear. Everyone were smiling as they take their pictures and some were doing faces or jumping into one. Typical yet funny. 

The officers were all working very hard that night to make full preparation. As they open the main door from the hall. We walked in with excitement. Wondering what they had planned for us and what was going to happen. Firstly, we were all handed with a big card board, designed like a facebook page. On the top left of the board you'll find a box to draw your own ''profile picture'' and a box to fill in your name and on the bottom right of the board is a place where your friends could write their name, symbolizing that you have added them to your friends list. And on the right side of the board there will be your wall, where your friends could write/comment on on whatever they wish to write. It was such a good way to bring everyone together, as people would go round asking whether would you want like to be friends or comment on their wall or even like their page by getting the ''Like'' sticker from the officers. 

After awhile, it was time for Facebook games. Each officers would be on their own station in the hall. Each at different corner of the place. It was so pack and happening as everyone was walking around wondering which to play first. There's ''Mafia War'', ''Farm Ville'' etc etc.. One of the station i found interesting is ''Pet Society'', the officers actually bought pillow for pillow fight. So cool right? There will be 4 people very round and make the best pillow fighter wins!
After the games, it was time for our performances. My group and Daniel's group were working together. The story line was..funny..But the important thing is that we really had fun planning and practicing. Hilarious. Should have recorded it! Owhwell..The other groups were funny and interesting as well.

O how i prayed in my mind that the night would end sooner as i got more and more sleepy and tired. But even if it does, after Facebook Night i was still suppose to stay back for worship practice for the following morning. But in the end Elizabeth and Wee Chung replaced me instead. So it was good news. As i dragged myself back to the room with Melodie. Was drop dead tired as i fell asleep right after i changed and cleaned up. I'm not sure how long i slept until Melodie woke me up again. Saying that some officers wanted to see whether i was doing ok with the cold. I sat myself up with my eyes still closed. Was so blur and dead until Yi Shien, Mel Yee, Suzen, Calvin, Christopher, Elizabeth, Nashi, Jocely, Irwin and Melodie(let me know if i didn't mentioned your name D': ) came in the room singing Happy Birthday. I was shocked definitely and so touched. I couldn't help myself so i sort of tears after the song. Unexpected definitely and happy. Aww..If you're reading this i wanna let you guys know that, I Love You Guys so so much! Really made me really happy!

I looked so horrible when they came in. Melodie : why didn't you at least let me change first? D:
Oh and did i mentioned that i was half blind during the whole thing? Took out my contact lens and wasn't wearing my glasses. What a bummer. But that's okay, you guys were really Awesome! *Lots of Lovesss..
Thn i got my present from Mel coming from lot more Awesome people from church. Love you Guys! Is so pretty i absolutely Love it!

Also, of course not forgetting bags of thanks to everyone who bought me present. ♥  
ps. not trying to be perasan but if next time you plan to get me present. I would LOVE a birthday card. No kidding. Lots of people might think is just a card but it would mean so much to me. really really. =)   

Nscfl 2010 (Blessed)

Hello to whoever that is reading this. Well, if you didn't know i was just recently back from camp on the 27nov. A camp called NSCFL, also known as National School Christian Fellowship Leaders Camp. And it is indeed up and beyond. It was so much better thn i'd imagined, thn anyone had imagined i guess. Strong friendship were made and knowledge were gained. And of course not forgetting all the wonderful memories that each and everyone of us made. But i guess, the most important lesson i've learned is about God. Honestly, how great is our God?

Just the thought about camp makes me draw a smile. There is so much to tell but where to start! Okay..Doing it the traditional way, first day was definitely a little scared and nervous. Arrived pretty early at SU office, so stopped and had a cup of morning coffee with daddy at a Indian restaurant. Butterflies in my tummy were either growing bigger or giving birth as i got more and more nervous. Thn got on the same bus with Elizabeth and Christopher. Melodie, Irwin and Wee Chung were on bus B. Even if 6of us didn't got on the same bus, the journey there was still pretty great. Got to know Elizabeth more as she tells me about herself and her school. All was good. When we finally arrived, a familiar picture of the place from two years back came rushing by. It was great to be back.

The first thing we did when we arrived were pretty routine. Gathered in the hall, give smiles and made a few new friends thn it was ice-breaker. Together there were 140campers if not mistaken. And the crazies thing happened when we were all having our free time. Melodie wanted to go check out who was going to lead the worship through out the camp. So as i saw her walking towards officer Rachael and a few people who is signing up for their worship term etc etc. I just simply followed behind her. They were all discussing about the arrangement. And out of no where, Melodie and I got dragged in into singing backup. I got to admit i was shocked to hear Daniel called out my name when Rachael asked for backup singers. It was so unexpected! Honestly, i've never thought about singing in front of anyone besides in my bath room ALONE or to my family members. But that was just about it. It was a real big step up for me. Terrified, you got that right! So i'll be singing backup for both mornings on the second and third day of camp and on Saturday morning. So basically i've got the mornings and Melodie got the nights. But later on, realizing that i was actually singing not for anyone each but for God. Made me learned to push my worries aside and focus on singing my very best for God. And you know what? It turned out pretty great, and thn again something amazing happened.

Well after singing, something personal happened that really got me moody and thinking a lot. Doesn't seem right to share it here but the main part of it is that God had found a really cute way to really cheer me up. It all started when i was talking to Elizabeth during our free time. While some people were out playing captain ball and some were just simply chatting with their own click. As i was talking to Eli in the hall, both of us were sitting behind a ''hall speaker stand'' whatever that is called. Just having a normal conversation, i still remembered i asked her something regarding about singing and she told me her experiences and all. I'm not sure whether was i really even concentrating. But as i wondered my mind away, at the corner of my eyes. I spot a spiderweb hanging under the ''hall speaker stand'' thingy. Before i even realized it myself, i was already staring at it. As the wind from the air conditional blew strongly. The spiderweb flew and thn back down. As silly or unbelievable it sounds, i saw a heart shape forming on the spiderweb. Of course it didn't mean anything to me at first. And thn came dinner time, still feeling a little upset and down. One of the dish was fried nugget, and guess what's the shape of it? Coincidences! I don't think so! It might sound silly to you but it meant so much to me. Because i felt the joy within me starting to grow stronger and stronger. And i closed my eyes to think, i heard a voice saying ''It doesn't matter, I Love You''. Right there and thn i knew it was God who was speaking to me. I didn't say anything until we were all gathered in the hall for our Theme Talk like every other night. As i poured the words out of my mouth to Elizabeth and Wee Chung. I couldn't help but start to tears, this feeling is so amazing.

It might seem complicated enough but all i have to say is. When God is speaking to you or showing you signs, you'll know it when you know it. =)  




I miss taking pictures after coming back from camp. But most importantly, i miss my friends and family more. Their my world and who i am today.

*bluek..

The last song.

Currently listening to...

Hey there, how ya doing? Anyway, i just finished reading this beautiful novel called ''The Last Song'' by Nichole Sparks. *Giggle  I love all his books like ''A Walk To Remember'' or or or ''The notebook'' which is just beyond. 

Is funny how i could tears so easily when I'm only reading a novel. I got my mind so into it, it stops my heart or sometimes even forget to breathe. Coming to realization i catch a heavy breath. Oh, how i love a good story and a satisfied ending. It seems like there's nothing more alive then finishing a whole novel.


If you're reading this, go on Youtube and type in ''Lost Tape''. It kinda freaks me out but is good to know the truth. Don't you think?

Just the way you are.

 Currently my favorite song from Gabe Bondoc.  

Overnight at cousin's place for Sophia Birthday! Love her.
 Pictures still with one of her friend's camera. And nope, this isn't Sophia in the picture.

I got these pretty postcards for free from some Spanish restaurant i went to a few days ago with my relatives and grandparents. Real classy and high standard place. Will blog about it soon. 
 

  Ahahaha..who cares.

 
Went to the park. In the afternoon! Syok sendiri. 

Personal favorite.

Sorry for my horrible edit! But just look at those beautiful Bokeh!


Personal favorite.

Tata!

A whole new world. ♥

OTSingAlong: "A Whole New World"
*Currently my favorite singer on Youtube.
ps. his so adorable..
Go ahead and check the link above. His such a good singer! Wish i have a voice like his. 

The next time i take a picture of my wall. It ain't going to be the same no more. You'll see. =)

I'm feeling so high as if my feet ain't touching the ground. What is this feeling i sang, and think to myself. It must be my angel singing out loud. This feeling i felt, saying out load ''i never ever want it to stop'' i smile. 

Here's something random, i feel like singing my lungs out now. But that's too bad, my brother invited his friend over. Which also happened to name Desmond as well. Farni. 

Forget love - I'd rather fall in chocolate!

The common eye sees only the outside of things, and judges by that, but the seeing eye pierces through and reads the heart and the soul, finding there capacities which the outside didn't indicate or promise, and which the other kind couldn't detect.
MARK TWAIN, Joan of Arc


Peace
Denise.

HK


Carrie Underwood - Temporary Home

Slept pretty late the night before and woke up a few hours later to get ready. Flying always get my excitement up so high and i felt as if i'm dancing on clouds. So it was pretty routine the way we got there. One of my uncle would picked us up from my house then hit the airport. Wave and thanked for the car ride then said good bye, check in and go through every single airport security with a fake smile. Walked into gate C32 and tried to looked for a sit. And start picking a sit with the least stain on it then make myself comfortable. Not long, thoughts eventually come and plays a roll in my head like a movie about all kinds of silly plane crash.

Pfft Silly..


For those who have already seen the HK picture on FB. Don't bother scrolling. Is the same. =) As for the others, enjoy.




Killed time by watching movies during my journey.


Look, sun's rising. 


Look a little harder. You might just spot an island below.






HK airport.


Welcome to HK!

In the bus on our way to our hotel.

crossing HK bridge.





Night time.
SHOPPING!


personal favorite.  ♥

dessert!

Second day!

picture taken with external flash.



Third day!
I'm a sucker for breakfast.








7/11 slurpee


HK beach. As clean as my house. *giggle

City view.
stupid trees. -___-







This is cool.












Halloween deco. *thumbs up






Disneyland!



Both my siblings bought Disney cup the first thing we arrived there.



she was just so adorable. playing with bubbles.





Awesome uniform.






The place was so pretty and magical. Felt like a little kid again.









There's chocolate popcorn inside. Yum















We pretty much spend one whole day in Disneyland. So here goes night time.





Didn't wanted to upload the pictures of the firework that night. They were pretty horrible. One because i didn't have a standard tripod. Two because i have a really sucky view of the castle. We got there pretty late and everywhere was crowded with people. Was pretty up set tho, because i was really looking forward to it the whole day. A simple up front castle right in the middle together with the colors combination of the fireworks. Owhwell..We don't always get what we want. Do we? But i did have fun tho. =)   

After the fireworks and performances. I was still pretty desperate and wasn't feeling satisfy, so while we're walking towards the exit. I got my eye fixed on the castle while i holding my camera which i've already set the shutter spend and the rest of the settings like the ISO. I was ready and when i was in the right direction. I quickly snap a picture of the castle up front. Okay, maybe the picture didn't turned out perfect but who cares. =)  


I got this teddy monster for free while we were in Ocean Park. It wasn't for sale or anything, but me and my brother won it in a ball tossing game. *clap
So adorable!


The end!

Just pictures.

just look at what that guy is using in a public bus!



Geez..