I watched her from behind while she was out staring at that closing door again. She tried to force the tears in but it didn't listen. I did and tried everything to help. And nothing else works. At times, she opens up her heart so i could hear her out. And at others, she just kept it all to herself. She's been hiding her feelings every since the day her wound became visible.
Looking at those memories of her old friends. It seem so sweet and warm. Those two standing there cuddling. The man is not loyal either truthful, but perhaps a little love is still there. She felt a sudden relief now. Thinking that could be her if he didn't figure she was more of a best friend material. But anyhow, things got kinda ugly in the end with both of them. Typical story like the old man said. She gave him her trust and he blew it. bad. Of cause this was way before where she is standing now. Anyway, she said to herself that she is very happy for the both of them. The one standing in front of her eyes. Of cause he was pretty smart in a way of hiding the other with pools of lies. Let's not get to that.
As for now, she knows she could no longer make the first move or make a move. Because, things is definitely different now. Time passes too quickly, she couldn't seem to keep up with it. But she could just hope that she would maybe hold on a little longer. Until another door opens.
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