1) aún te amo.

I wouldn't let her know that it was the wrong time. Because she told me feelings have already felt for the first time. Her feelings didn't think twice. Either did she wanna stop or take control over it. She was hoping he would take her there where nobody have been. Even if her knowing isn't much from him and it has only been a short while. She let herself be and try to go with the flow as she take this as a children toy instant. Time passes, feelings was hiding at the back of the moon. As they weren't talking to each other some time. I asked her what actually happened. She just gave me a smile and think to herself how silly could she think that way in the first place. There is not a way either or a way to work. So time passes again, she told me they were back on track. N her silly tot's came without a notice and her fantasy ran wild. She whisper to herself that she never ever wanna let this feeling flow away. And would carry it whenever and wherever she goes. So she did listen to herself, but it didn't turn out well as she felt a sudden of fear. A fear that if he ever leaves, he would take the feeling along with him. Again she asked herself over and over and weeks after weeks. Well, i'll be fine i guess? Thinking to herself. I told her or neither will she get poach in the heart. She was terrify by the pain she had before. It was unforgettable as it was like gunshot through her heart. But she figures he was different she said to me. 

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